What if I cheat on them or leave one day? I miss anniversaries, birthdays, I lose track of time and days. It doesn't mean I love them any less, but who wants that? I'm happy with myself, don't get me wrong. But I know what I am, too.

[ Justy says it all so flippantly, it's almost like it's a joke. Again, he's swinging back around to happy somehow, a snapped rubberband: ]

I'm really happy you got to experience all of that though! It's always best to be honest about this kind of thing, though, I think. No regrets.

... But no matter what happens, I hope you know I think you're worth seeing too.

I'm not even sure what family's supposed to feel like, if I'm honest. But maybe this is it? It's sorta how I felt about my crew. Something like that.

[ He trails off happily, eyes completely dry and his smile genuinely back. ]

I could see anyone again or never at all. [ A laugh. ]

Actually, I let myself fall in love again too. But I picked both of you last week. And I was going to pick you again.