Keeping you from forming meaningful connections with other people.

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You've got enough magic to send people to other worlds without needing to tap into something else, right? That's a lot of power for one person to wield. If the people around you made sure you would shy away from making connections with other people, that closes a lot of paths for you to learn things that might lead to you acting in a different way than they were expecting. It makes you more malleable to be what they want.